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Accepting Cruelty

At the heart of every human person is an expectation of conflict. For their psychological well-being, humans need to engage in tribalism. But out in the world, they're expected to be civil and deferential most of the time. They're pressured to engage with outsiders politely. It's a big pressure, and it's counterintuitive. Given the opportunity to treat outsiders however they want with no consequences, humans reliably default to cruelty.

Look how people behave online. Behind the relative anonymity the internet provides, people drop their politeness. They're eager to do so. Being nice must be a tremendous inconvenience. When the free opportunity to insult, accuse, shun, or ridicule presents itself, the temptation is too great for many. In fact, using the word "temptation" here may be a category error. Humans aren't tempted to violence; violence is inalienable from humanity. It's fundamental. Evidence abounds that H. sapiens doesn't want to use freedom to create equity. Instead, it wants to use freedom to create disparity.

Nothing can suppress humans' violent urges, but social connectedness can interrupt them. It can even deter violent actions. People who are isolated are at increased risk of becoming victims of violence. I am a disconnected person. I am also Other, and I trip people's safeguards against Otherness the way a wave of the hand can trip a motion sensor. Because of this, I represent the opportunity for catharsis to people who are frustrated under the yoke of civility. People must look at me with relief. Here, in me, is someone they aren't accountable to, someone they can fail, someone they can justifiably exile. I'm strange and I don't belong. It must be immensely satisfying to people to have before them someone they can abuse with impunity.

When I was young, I didn't understand how people could deny mercy to others while expecting to receive mercy themselves. That seemed like a conundrum because I took it for granted that people wanted to be fair. I know better now. Fairness is another way in which humans talk about violence.  "Whom," they ask, "is it fair that we commit violence upon?"  This is the essential human question. It's under discussion every day in every society. Nowhere is it seriously considered that we should denounce violence altogether. If you want proof, try going online and arguing for unconditional universal pacifism. Or go down to the VFW and start talking about treating the nation's enemies fairly.

I don't blame humans for being human. How could I? I know it is in their nature to kill each other. I understand why they treat me the way they do, why they can't treat me any other way, and I can abide being a pariah. I don't feel the urge for violence. I feel no need to participate in power struggles. As difficult as it can be, I'm capable of accepting humans for what they are. I'm capable, but I often fail. And if I do accept them, acceptance is as far as I can go. I accept human cruelty the way I accept death. I appreciate what's beautiful to me about the world despite the people it contains. 

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