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Inaugural Post

I have an autism spectrum disorder.  This is going to be a blog about that.  Asperger's is not a valid clinical diagnosis anymore.  If it were, I would say that I have Asperger's.  I still say that sometimes because people have heard of Asperger's before. 

I have other mental health differences, too.  I say "differences" and not "problems" because they are always differences but they are not always problems. I have PTSD as well as social anxiety disorder and a non-verbal learning disorder.  I also suffer from depression and insomnia.  Sometimes I'll talk about these things, too. 

I am 38 and married.  I'm a cartoonist and a published author.  I have two cats.  I don't know how to talk about being autistic, but I'm going to do the best I can.  

Here is the first thing I'll say: when people are complaining about being in pain or discomfort, I can't usually tell if they're accurately reporting what they're experiencing or if they're making a display to gain sympathy.  I usually assume the latter.  I don't know if this is related to my ASD or not.  That's how a lot of this blog could go.  I don't know what neurotypical people experience, so I may misattribute common experiences NTs have to my ASD.  I hope not.  

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